VINCENT

As autumn begins

and Deadness finally comes

leaves falls as flowers wither

now it’s time to say good bye

to all that nature surrounds.

In the dark abyss

of hell,

bright lights shines

to entertain you

as a dark

creeping

shadow

comes

swiping

to reap

your very soul

in one swoosh.

You are the Earth

and I’m the moon,

I orbit you for

all eternity. My love

for you is just

as long, for that

I long to get

close to you. I

create tides on you

and admire by your

people. I will block

sun so it will

no longer shine upon

your very beautiful face.

since life is first

death is second

and inescapable

just like taxes;

which you pay every year

to the federal government

to redistribute among us.

You live to gain a better fate

than you money

and not to cry

as it goes down the drain

to be never be seen by you again.

You live life to the fullest

and hope for the best

But life is just full of daily pay cuts.

There is no peace in

our world where there is no wars

to be fought among

ourselves to achieve nothing

but countless death for no cause.

I have kissed so many times

The harem was built for me—

A restless night going on and on.

For a guy come every hour

But no true lover.

For life is blue and love never to

come.

Hatred asks to come in,

Death walks right by, and tells me to follow.

All the while I want to settle down.

And now I know that moon will set

And the sun rises

From the east.

To end my lust with love,

But without love life is a losing battle

Of restless desires and foolish battles—

It is time for the moon to set and the sun to rise.

Well, God, I’ll tell you:

Your life was a crystal staircase.

It had everything you want from smooth steps,

To consistent steps,

To sturdy steps,

To glass railings.

But all that time

Your death is just around the corner,

With the apocalypse,

But you will fall down tumbling

Stair by stair,

Attempting to grab the railing,

Dying on the bottom.

You have the world come crashing down,

For your crystal stair.

During that night

When no laws existed;

When the purpose of life

Was to be killed;

When cigarettes

   (Lighted with

   Matches from dead bodies

   Who bleed to death

   From my very gunshot

   Which I regretted so much)

Were stolen from stores

While shooting everyone

That got in our way

From innocent bystanders

To police officers chasing us down the alleys;

During that night—

Which was very real;

But I wish that was never true

Than what I knew—

Guns ruled.

 Thick dark red blood

Gushing out of bodies

Pleading to be saved;

Asking for life,

Knowing that it will never be spared,

But to die in seconds

Praying for forgiveness

Praying for their love

Praying for God;

When their hands turn blue,

There were always more people to be killed;

It was a night of infinite deaths,

Satisfaction of killing never leaving

And deaths quickly forgotten

With us carelessly going on.

The death count drops to zero now.

Remembering the many we killed,

Regretting every single one.

But in the prison that we live in,

The night that we all knew happened was

Imprinted on to our minds.

And when the night comes

And the ghost rises

And haunts us for our very lives:

Our lives are the one that will be gone.

Hold on to love

For when it goes,

Life will go with the wind

And never come back

Hold on to love

For when it dies,

Life will be a pointless battle

With only losses.

I am sorry

to say

that I am

leaving today

without

every saying

goodbye

or telling you.

Forgive me

for not doing so,

but you will

always be my friend.

A silicon based Cyclops with a square eye

Sits in front of me and talks to my friends.

I poke keys, and then, one by one,

They appear in his eye.

As I walked out of store, a wind blew it away—

the winning ticket.

I should have put it

in my thick bulky wallet,

or in my back pocket of my jeans,

or given it to my wife to put in her purse.

But now it is gone with the wood

burning in the fireplace. Never to be seen again,

like the people I loved,

and gods I believed—

the hours that lived.

Don’t be shy.

Take one step at a time.

It all begins and ends all the same.

It will be a journey you will never forget.

A ride with twist and turns

and loops and falls.

All without the barf

or screaming

or your racing-heart.

Only with the joy and pleasure of life.

During that night

When no laws existed;

When the purpose of life

Was to be killed;

When cigarettes

   (Lighted with

   Matches from dead bodies

   Who bleed to death

   From my very gunshot

   Which I regretted so much)

Were stolen from stores

While shooting everyone

That got in our way

From innocent bystanders

To police officers chasing us down the alleys;

During that night—

Which was very real;

But I wish that was never true

Than what I knew—

Guns ruled.

 Thick dark red blood

Gushing out of bodies

Pleading to be saved;

Asking for life,

Knowing that it will never be spared,

But to die in seconds

Praying for forgiveness

Praying for their love

Praying for God;

When their hands turn blue,

There were always more people to be killed;

It was a night of infinite deaths,

Satisfaction of killing never leaving

And deaths quickly forgotten

With us carelessly going on.

The death count drops to zero now.

Remembering the many we killed,

Regretting every single one.

But in the prison that we live in,

The night that we all knew happened was

Imprinted on to our minds.

And when the night comes

And the ghost rises

And haunts us for our very lives:

Our lives are the one that will be gone.

To My Love

The second I saw you, I was the one that fell.

Each one that passes by is one that will never leave—

A moment away is a step towards death,

Restless sleep that comes and goes.

The song of love that flows from my eyes,
Whose tears of joy that springs to life.
The singing heavens that never leaves our sight—
whose angels’ voices burn our hearts.

You are my moon in the sky, with a face of an angel—
You are my perfect beauty that shall never die.
Your words are the stars from heaven,

And your very touch would make my heart fly.

You are the light of the abyss of my heart,

A living goddess that walks this Earth.

The one who makes me soar with all my might,

And cry when you leave my very sight.

Day by day my love never dies,
Towards our death or the abyss of hell.

No matter how much the world has change,
For my love for you (omitted name) would never change.